I do things because I want to or like you as a person but I don’t expect anything back. For me it’s just the thought that I could help quite honestly. I stop expecting thank yous or returned favors because they never come. I don’t want pity words or anything I know what I’m here for. That’s all I’m good at is helping. People strangely take comfort in me and maybe it’s because I’m nice or have been through a lot or I’m just a pushover but for whatever reason I am leaned upon. I am not a first resort lean on either I’m the my life has fallen apart or my girlfriend/boyfriend left me or you’re all that’s left lean on. I’m the one that will help with the shit people run away from. In a way making other people happy is my way of dealing with my inner problems. I won’t be your friend forever because once your back on your feet I’m forgotten. I won’t be comforting to you once she’s come back because she won’t want you to speak to other girls even in a plutonic way. Easily forgettable but I have so many memories to show for it.